20.2.09
" Try placing your tongue on that pole there, maybe itll freeze on!"
I miss the snow, I miss skiing.
Its been a few days since Ive posted,
ive been too busy with stuff.
I think im doing very well,
Waterworks was only for like 2 days or 3 days
I feel alright now, much better
^^
From the entire week, I can only remember what happened yesterday
and of course today too yeah
Yesterday
School was as per normal.
I was watching the clouds for about an hour, that made me realise something.
The clouds look so perfect together,
but seconds later they all break apart, they move seperate ways
So after much thinking, It all made sense.
After school, I had an Amath retest
Hopefully ill pass this time, fingers crossed!
So after the test, I hurried off to go meet Afiq, Binay, BestF and Gee at simei
It was really nice to see the guys again after so long ^^
So we hanged a little while and bestf and i left first.
Went home at around eight plus?
Today
Met Shaf in the morning, we took the bus to school
Lessons as per normal, Bio was fun again haha
After school I stayed back with Tee and Sabrinah
First Sab, Amalina, Marisa & I practiced our lines for literature.
Tee and Sab were doing up their class's notice board
So i just hung around in their classroom
We left school at around 3plus, then headed home seperate ways
Showered and dropped in bed straight away when i got home
I guess i was just too energy-drained
Practiced playing my guitar for two hours i think,
and ive been stuck on this machine ever since
Dad let me take his ipod, so i just put all of my songs into it
He had like 3000(?) songs from the 80's and 90's in the ipod
pretty cool music in there
haha
mum's birthdays' on sunday, i wonder what to get her.
todays' totally boring
but hey, theres drama tomorrow, yeay!
? A R I V LE
14.2.09
Happy Valentines DayThanks for the Flowers/Chocolates/Sweets/Letters/Jewellery Dudes(:
All the pictures of the stuff are in my mums camera,
so ill try to upload them sometime soon
The annual mass run was held today at bedok resv
My class went at popcore oceania clowns
Too totally awkward man.
So we all put on those huge specs up there in the picture
All the mascots were really cute
Khairul went as a clown dude and i drew,
a Rainbow on his forehead haha
Took a short walk with Azhar just now
Dont worry it wasnt your fault
(:
After the mass run I changed out of the school attire.
Shaf and me dropped Fahima at her place
And after that we went to cs and bought i bought a card for mummy's valentines
Headed to simei a little later
and after that to meet :l at tamp mrt to pass him his birthday gift that id been keeping
Shafiqah accompanied me, Thanks love.
So after that we took bus back to our place,
Shaf went home and I met mummy and then we went walked back home.
Corstiaan and I bought daisies for mum and Ferror Roche chocs for dad
Im glad they liked it ^^
So that practically sums up my valentines day.
It was a little sucky, but im guessing ill get over it sooner or later :l
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Yesterdays recess was really bad
im sorry you guys.
But all the spilling of food and drinks seriously made my tears of sadness
become tears of laughter, in an instant(:
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A R I V L E
Meet Shafiqah
Shafs' sweet and she's been there for me the whole time
Although we've only gotten to know each other this year,
we've become close and im really glad we ended up in the same class
It was really awesome of you to be by my side when i was down these few days
And im sorry you had to see me cry. Waterworks.
She accompanied me to pass someone something
and she did all the funniset things to make my tears go away today
Foot refelxology poster, court jester stuff haha
Shaf, ily(:
She found this song and asked me to listen to it,
Thanks babe, it really made me feel better yeah
So you can cry
Life is long
There will be pain but life goes on
With everyday a brand new song
But if you rather stay at home
Let me do you a favor
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
ooooo If that's what you want, alright
I'm a Lover
And the pain of a heart from another
Can be difficult to recover
Yes this I know
But difficult isn't impossible
And you shiver
He was your warmth
You Cry Lips Quiver
Well honey go on cry me a river
You wanna be down (you wanna be down)
Fine let me help you out
How bout
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
ooooo If that's what you want, alright
Then that what you want alright
And your tears won't bring him back
I know you wish that it did
But it just don't work like that
Ooo I know that healings takes time
Hey, even your heart has a pace
Ooo but how much time are you gonna take
Hmm too much will be a mistake
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
If that's what you want
S H A F ! A R I V L E
Thanks babe, it really made me feel better yeah
So you can cry
Life is long
There will be pain but life goes on
With everyday a brand new song
But if you rather stay at home
Let me do you a favor
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
ooooo If that's what you want, alright
I'm a Lover
And the pain of a heart from another
Can be difficult to recover
Yes this I know
But difficult isn't impossible
And you shiver
He was your warmth
You Cry Lips Quiver
Well honey go on cry me a river
You wanna be down (you wanna be down)
Fine let me help you out
How bout
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
(If that's what you want, alright)
ooooo If that's what you want, alright
Then that what you want alright
And your tears won't bring him back
I know you wish that it did
But it just don't work like that
Ooo I know that healings takes time
Hey, even your heart has a pace
Ooo but how much time are you gonna take
Hmm too much will be a mistake
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry
If that's what you want
S H A F ! A R I V L E
12.2.09
" Chasms of Despondency"
Tears arent going to change anything
But hey, we're still friends
Happy Valentines to you.
I told bestf first, i m sorry you got the waterworks from me :l
To Gary, Hafiz, Yh , Fahima & bestf ,
Thanks lots for the comforting and making me feel much better
I know itll take time to get over,
but i dont really mind
like what haziq said,
" Theres' plenty more"
Ive already started receiving valentines gifts/notes from people
but i think its not gonna be the same this year,
considering what just happened.
Im just hoping all will turn out well, ill miss you.
ah, im shagged.
and my eyes hurt.
ill updated tmrw.
4 T H A R I V L E
10.2.09
The silence broke for a second or two
Ive still been wondering about all these things
I dont know whether its going to change
Ive lost a friend, and i dont even know why
Its all different now i guess
Just last week, we were perfectly fine
who knows.
Today was alright, almost the usual
we had a math test just now, damn
i know im gonna flunk it, i left so many things incomplete
A maths is such a pain in the neck!
Oh, Im starting to like Biology more and more
Mr Hafiz really makes it fun ^^
I still needa plan out what to get for the upcoming mass-run
I cant believe its on Valentine's day
we're all gonna be all dirty,
dirty, dirty love. haha.
Ill be going to get all the required stuff with Steffi tomorrow
I cant wait to see Khairul in his outfit on Sat! hehe
We still need to figure out a place to go get our cloth and all
cus we wont have time to go to spotlight in Plaza sing.
I think we'll go hunting around the east.
We had IT lesson after school just now
So i completed the Poem analysis with Ruby and all
After that i did my own stuff on the computer,
with syafiq looking on from behind haha
It was as if he were my dad or something man
awesome ay syafiq :)
Theres nothing much left about today.
Haziqah, Thanks lots for helping me out and taking time to listen to me
Love you lots <3
X O X O A R I V L E
9.2.09
Its as if ive lost, lost them all
Everything was perfect thenNothings the same now
Silence has taken over
Theyre all gone
I hope its temporary
But im guessing not
Not a single word was uttered
And i wonder why
After all thats happened,
Im just left alone to cry
9/2/09
I know i havent been updating often,
ive been really busy with stuff
everythings going haywire.
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My uncle passed away last morning
i guess we all thought he could live forever
we thought wrong.
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I havent heard a word from you in three days
if somethings wrong just tell me
dont expect me to cry and figure it out myself.
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dang :l